time to think

I am still awake at 12:30am. I have been having a hard time sleeping lately. During the day I seem to keep myself pretty busy with Caleb, packing the apartment up, and all the church events. I have had to make myself slow down a bit though. The contractions have been coming quickly and pretty strong lately. It kinda makes me nervous. My boobs have already started to leak too! I don't remember that happening with Caleb that early. I guess that means that I will have a good milk supply. I am going to try the whole breastfeeding again. I am not going to say how long or how short, I am just going to do it until I feel the need to be done. I don't want to get myself all frustrated over it. This little girl is getting mighty strong in here too. She is constantly moving around and pushing things out of her way to make herself feel comfortable. I feel like she is going to break my hip bones sometimes. Just when I think I can't take it anymore she pushes a little harder! Her characteristics in the womb are even different then when Caleb was in there. When Caleb use to get hiccups he just seemed to deal them and lay there. When this little princess gets them, she tends to get very frustrated and she starts getting very wiggley. It is cute. I almost think that I can calm her down if I rub on my belly a little harder than usual. It is amazing that God already knows her and her likes and dislikes. He knows everything about her and yet we have so much to learn about her. I pray that she worships Him like no other. I also pray that her heart will be completely devoted to Him. On that note, I am going to try and close my eyes and get some rest. I will post more later